Tears are... — Windows Live


Bad dreams	Woah!!! Waking up in tears, sobbing because of something my brain has made up when my body's been asleep. Damn you, you cruel lump of grey matter!

Beating myself up	For resigning myself to something I don't believe in and giving up. For getting into the position of having to make that choice I didnt want, the one I have fought against making but can't fight no more. For not being strong enough to carry on the fight.

Other people crying	Whether they are happy or sad. The only time it doesn't happen is when they hurt themselves...I usually try to hide a snigger under concern in those circumstances. It's NOT like I think it's funny. It's just my coping mechanism for others self induced pain

Love	Why does it hurt so much?

Finding Nemo	You know the bit...when he finds his dad. AND THEN when we think he's dead...double whammy

CSI Miami	When Speed died...nooooooooooooo! I could feel Horatios pain.

Colin Fry 6ixth sense	The man has restored a faith broken by Derek Acora.

Morning advice shows	Why do people put themselves through that!!! And me come to think about it...the emotional torment...but so compelling.

My daughter	When I'm proud of her, when she makes me laugh, when I'm angry at her...just everything about her. How I bore someone so beautiful astounds me!

Laughing too much	Hysterics rule!!! and even though my make up is halfway down my face, the world is good and I feel complete

Feeling helpless	Whether it's my own shit I can't see an ending for or someone elses. It's a control thing!